It was raining outside, and we were hanging out in the rain, just because we were in high school, just because we were in love. I was jumping through the paddles, and you were holding my hand, very tight, so I don't run away. I was laughing and jumping at you, so you catch me, and carry in your strong arms. You were looking at me like at a little girl, with a smile on your face. We both love the rain, and we both were in school uniforms and soaking wet. I smoked, you didn't like it. I lit the cigarette, and it got all wet under the rain. I laughed, and you just took it and threw away. It made me think you really cared about me. That was a wonderful feeling, and that was a wonderful day. You pulled me closer to you, and kissed me. For the first time it felt like home, to me. I fell in love with you, and how romantic was it - to kiss under the rain ... I couldn't stop, just because it felt so good. Just because I didn't want you to go. And when we finally needed some air to breathe, you looked into my eyes, under the rain. And said "I love you", for the very first time. And I just smiled at you, but inside me my heart was drawn in love.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I wish I could hold your hand and never let you go. I wish I could look into your eyes and never look away. I wish I could kiss you and never lose the taste of your lips. I wish I could hear your voice and never stop hearing it. I wish I could see you every day and never let my day pass without you... I wish I could do all these things right now...
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Crying under a shower of rain and listen to the silence of our hearts. They just stopped beating for us and for our pure love. I was hugging you tight as you were running away from me. My fear to be all alone without you; you, who makes me happy every day just saying simple "Good morning" and giving a 'beginning-of-a-day" kiss. I was crying on your shoulder as it was our very last moment together. I was kissing your thin lips as I was going to die in a second after you leave. So hard, so good. After a few hours you pop-out on my MSN saying that it was the best kiss you ever had in your life. I love you. So much. And so why am I crying right now and feeling how my heart rips off my chest? I don't want to lose you, baby, you are mine. And I feel like the moment when we will break up is coming... Things are just too perfect right now, something huge and awful is waiting for us in the end. But what if the end never will come and I am just being a silly little girl? Doesn't matter, because I would be your little silly girl...
Monday, November 2, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
I want to see my future : two seconds would be enough, just to make sure you're not going to leave me . . . Ever. Two seconds would be enough, those two seconds of heaven. See you lying down with me in our bed, in quiet, look into your eyes. They will be so different, but still will be the eyes ones I fell in love with. They will be the same color, but when I look into them I will still see the years you've been with me. Your love. I think I will be even able to count how long we've been together, just by one look into your eyes . . . Two seconds would be enough . . . And just before going back to the present, I want to hear a tiny baby cry. Our baby . . . I just want to feel how it is to realize that you're not my boyfriend anymore, I want to feel how it is to have a family with you. I don't want to see the baby, I know already it's the most beautiful baby in the whole world . . . And I don't even want to see if it's a boy or a girl, because I know, even now, you want it to be a surprise. And I will not ruin your surprise . . . Two seconds would be enough.